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Friday, October 31, 2008

loser's luck

"Mano you are a looser!!!" finally she said this with an expressionless tone and went.It sheared me from my within and haunted my egoistic attitude.I had heard that the truth is wizard,why so I had not even imagined,For the first time in my life,I was interviewed to my reality,my existence.
It was all well when i was qualified in IIT-JEE.Congratulation flooded,hope escalated,temptations reloaded and my desires twinkled.Stage was set and I came in the heaven ISMU.Scoring good GPAs and trumping approximately all,"relatively preset taboos".Then what went wrong????I still can't forget the day i talked to her on gtalk for the first time.The letters were reflecting her innocence,the words were chanting her smile and the sentences were witnessing her beauty.Small chats converted into long night-outs on cell phone.It was the crux on my happiness curve. Suddenly,my all dreams shattered and i was engulfed bu the weird but substantial truh.
It was the bright sunny day of October.Even nature had not decided whether to launch the winter season or to extend the scorching summer.I was relaxing with SIMPLE in Mysore,as usually bunking the classes.She asked,"what can you do for me"."Anything"I replied.Then "leave me".Suddenly i felt the all spirits laughing at me."What?"I uttered."yes mano!!neither you have a great body nor a fairer complexion,your sense of humor is sucking,your self-imposed style is out-dated,you were busy in chasing your dreams without including versatility in you,NOW DUE TO GLOBAL MELTDOWN YOUR PLACEMENT IS ABYSMAL,i did not find any clue to foster in this relationship,you are a foolish self-destructive damn looser!!!!"
I was locked in the bitterness of truth and my finger rolled on ma mobile typing"Yes,i am a looser,but it is you who is my loser's luck".