An atlas of impossible longing...

Many a times we think, sometimes we dream and a very few times we do.I wish i would be d maverick of Robin Hood, or a ward of scotland yard.I wish i would be the killer of Raj Thakrey, or the Captain of Indian Football team to hold world cup,I wish i would marry Aishwarya or something more rude,more weird and more obstinate.
I in my short span of life of a mere 20yrs,had dreamt about 20 lacs or more thing,a very less time with my mind but most of time with my soul.I often get amused that the desires which we can't aspire in this life,why prevails on us.
Here,I am to share one of my such absurd but characteristic,metaphor but persistent dream which haunts me at thousand no of times in a day or even more
Only a few years back,I was in love with someone,i never need to add the adjective madly before love,as , i think love is itself a madness.She was as sweet as November's sun.As dusky as February evening and as lovely as post-eclipsed moon. I used to chat with her in my dream with all my ears open to sense any whisper from her. Any response of her used to add flavor in my expectations which lengthens as a bottomless hut or as endless as universe.
I never talked to her in real,it was not because i feared or something like that,it was because i was saturated with her presence in my dream. The only thing i felt that it was she,which was reposed in my self-inculcated shadow,which persists in the darkness too.
Finally, i decided to propose her but not in my dreamland but as per this materialistic world's expectation.As i never talked to her in person so i decided to propose her in the most wizard way in the universe.I mailed her:-
To,
The dream-girl,
dreamland,soul-city,United States Of Love
subject:-To propose you.
Dear Suvarna,
I am the student of 3rd yr B.TECH Petroleum Engg. ISMU,dhanbad.In response to your smile dated 24/12/2004 i fell in love with you.During this 4-yrs, i smiled a no. of times on your one smile.I beg to say that it is impossible for my dream to persist without your presence.Please,reply at the earnest,to get rid of my sweet-mares and oblige me.

The response came after one long-night of December.

To,
a dreamer,
somewhere,Fool's city,Idiotica.
subject:-response to your proposal.
Dear Mano,
Most humbly and respectfully I want to say you that it was s great privilege for me to come in your dream.A four years back I had smiled to yr face,yr dressing sense and yr out-questioned physique. I am extremely sorry at that smile.I assure you thet it will never happen when i will meet u again.

My way of proposing her was weird, i knoe but i had never wished it to be unfortunate,though my letter was funny but my love was pure.Sometimes funniness comingles with pureness but this time funniness has coincided with pureness.Remarking this dream as an "ace of all dreams"i continued to dream,continued to fall in love and continued propose.I am quite sure that once i will get a girl who can understand my dreams.
But still, i wished i had not proposed her in that way,i wish she had not given any response,i wish i could catch my "ace of all dreams" someday....as all others r d xerox copy of this original one.

(NOTE:-plzz dont comment as impossible itself says i m possible)