"Mano you are a looser!!!" finally she said this with an expressionless tone and went.It sheared me from my within and haunted my egoistic attitude.I had heard that the truth is wizard,why so I had not even imagined,For the first time in my life,I was interviewed to my reality,my existence.
It was all well when i was qualified in IIT-JEE.Congratulation flooded,hope escalated,temptations reloaded and my desires twinkled.Stage was set and I came in the heaven ISMU.Scoring good GPAs and trumping approximately all,"relatively preset taboos".Then what went wrong????I still can't forget the day i talked to her on gtalk for the first time.The letters were reflecting her innocence,the words were chanting her smile and the sentences were witnessing her beauty.Small chats converted into long night-outs on cell phone.It was the crux on my happiness curve. Suddenly,my all dreams shattered and i was engulfed bu the weird but substantial truh.
It was the bright sunny day of October.Even nature had not decided whether to launch the winter season or to extend the scorching summer.I was relaxing with SIMPLE in Mysore,as usually bunking the classes.She asked,"what can you do for me"."Anything"I replied.Then "leave me".Suddenly i felt the all spirits laughing at me."What?"I uttered."yes mano!!neither you have a great body nor a fairer complexion,your sense of humor is sucking,your self-imposed style is out-dated,you were busy in chasing your dreams without including versatility in you,NOW DUE TO GLOBAL MELTDOWN YOUR PLACEMENT IS ABYSMAL,i did not find any clue to foster in this relationship,you are a foolish self-destructive damn looser!!!!"
I was locked in the bitterness of truth and my finger rolled on ma mobile typing"Yes,i am a looser,but it is you who is my loser's luck".
17 comments:
wo kaun thi????
thi yaar
मोहब्बत में कुछ भी बुरा सोचा नहीं जाता
कहा जाता है उसे वेवफा समझा नहीं जाता
it's a nice story.though the grounds on which she left you, seems more like an over-reaction than anything. dude, she left you because she was never into it.
if you don't like something about your partner you should at least give him a chance to improve.
nevertheless, if you ever feel like believing in her words, here's is something i would like you to look upon,
"you give the world your greatest gift when you are being yourself."
bhai saket sabhi log aapki tarah khushkismat nahi hote.....
i can simply tell u that
TRUTH IS MORE WEIRED THAN FICTION OR SPECULATION.
A philosopher's opinion about love:-“Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life...You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like 'maybe we should be just friends' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain.”
sad end!!! but not for u.
it seems from ur story that she wsn't in love bcz love is not an attraction ,its a feeling which connects two hearts.she was cheating u....now its time to cheer yaar ..no more time n mobile-bill waste...
wah cheeku!!!!!!!!gr8
lekin kya karein yaar
ye dil hai ki maanta hi nahi
"LOVE IS ONLY THE FIRST LOVE,OTERS ARE MERELY COMPROMISES"
The great question suddenly comes in mind, "Wo Kaun Thi?". Whoever she could be, but it is certain that she can not be SIMPLE. She is also not a fool but possess a great business IQ like GURU, who dares to throw things when those are not economically viable.
Till then it was good,real beyond emotion but further depiction reveals the pain, the agony through which our dear Little Mano is going on and like all losers in love starts looking himself in mirror questing the merit of God for creating such a person.
Do really love can be a compromise? Do really our heart is so small that we can not love more than one girl? LOVE TRANSCENDS ALL BOUNDARIES. Then why first love should come in a way. Mano dear you simply watch the movie "a walk to remember" and be hopeful that you will get a good girl of your kind who can think beyond Economics.
Anyway, writing style, selection of adjectives are great. Keep going man.
i hope,fewlines of a gazal might be more effective,stone cold heart breathes till very last...
marij e mohhabat unhi ka fasana sunata raha dum nikalte nikalte......
unhe khat mein likha tha dil mustarib hai.....
jabab unka aaya mohabaat na karte........
tumhe dil lagane kisne kaha tha,dil bahal jaayega bahalte bahalte....
hey shanta bhaiya.....
u have exaggerated my ability to pen down....but if yr complementing who the fool will be not to take...
anyway all these are my extrapolation for my future...i simply jotted down my feelings which i may face once i will find my love
nd jp bhaiya
gazal achhi thi...this counterpart of english poems in you left a soothing experience...go on and give me the strength to write something really beautiful
nice story yar ....but its ending just put me in dilemma...after reading it,i dont know whether its funny and i should laugh or its the bitter truth ..but i enjoyed it ... hope to get more from you
was it an infatuation or true venture...is really difficult to argue....but u should always remember....Sometimes God upsets your plans to set up his own plans.. God’s plans r perfect. So never get upset when your plans get upset
nice dhamaaka...
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whether it's just a story or your creation i don't know but it's really been interesting to read and also it reflect your thinking for her which you sometimes imagine and dream................
@rajat bhaiya
hoping that yr dilemma will be all cleared by ma recent post
AN ATLAS OF IMPOSSIBLE LONGING
@kundu sir
exactally eyeing on same target i set ma pen.........
@pappu
yaar dream bhi dekhenge to chorne ka hi......
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